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Bringing Home the Mastiff Puppy

March 29, 2009
The new puppy arrived at our house yesterday. What does this have to do with bold? Well, Husband Bob is extremely bold to take on this dog. She–Aura–is a sweet soft, though rather large, mastiff puppy now. She’ll become a 140 pound animal, a Boerboel, bred as a guard dog. Already, at about four months […] Read More

Sky-Diving In Without a Laptop

March 27, 2009
When I got to my office today, I discovered that I’d left home the cord that goes between my laptop and the power strip– called a power supply? or battery pack or something like that. And of course the battery in the machine was out of juice. And I had appointments etc. and no time […] Read More

The Creative Unconscious

March 27, 2009
I sat down this morning to start proofreading my novel and wound up making substantial and marvelous changes to the opening. (Some might not call these substantial since the events didn’t change, but I do: the emotion became clearer and stronger.) This reminds me once again: it’s not only our will and resolve and conscious […] Read More

In Bold Chase of Dad

March 24, 2009
A man whose father left him as a baby decided he wanted to find out about his father and where he’d gone. After decades and networks of research and with the help of some DNA detective work, he learned at the age of 82 what he wanted to know. This story, “DNA Reveals Story of […] Read More

A Passion for Mastiffs

March 24, 2009
A big piece of the boldness equation is going full-tilt after what draws you, what you care about. Saturday night my dear old friend Susie came to dinner; we had not seen each other in 41 years. Until our mid-teens, we lived one door away from each other, and had played together from my earliest […] Read More

“Bold, Persistent Experimentation”

March 20, 2009
A Newsweek article, “America’s New Shrink“, on Obama said that his model is FDR (we all knew that), who based his New Deal on (here’s the juicy item): faith in “bold, persistent experimentation.” I love the phrase: bold, persistent experimentation. And I too have faith in that method. It’s so often the basis for revising […] Read More

The Indiscreet Novelist

March 20, 2009
Philip Roth’s birthday was noted on Garrison Keillor’s almanac, and included a choice bit of wisdom that should urge us all to boldness. Note that Roth is the novelist who reached his first fame with Portnoy’s Complaint (1969), about a man obsessed with sex. Roth is quoted as saying: “I cannot and do not live […] Read More

Cleaning the Fish Tank

March 19, 2009
I did something this morning that I’ve been telling myself I needed to do for weeks, perhaps months. Cleaned the aquarium. This involves a siphon and a tube that runs over the side and into a bucket. It vacuums up goldfish waste. What a surprise that I don’t get around to it too often. But […] Read More

Family History Mania Update

March 18, 2009
I just put in the mail the family history I threw together over five intense days; sent it to my Mom for her birthday. Now I feel like I finished exams, even more so than I do when finishing the draft of a book. I worked on this little 30 page item like a madwoman. […] Read More

The Boldest Business

March 17, 2009
I’m alarmed and saddened by the ongoing disaster in the newspaper industry. Yesterday was a sort of Black Monday here in Raleigh, another long list of very good reporters and editors got their pink slips at The News & Observer. In the last few weeks, one major American paper has died and another has cut […] Read More


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